First Post/Inspiration

Hello!

I am The Sexy Techie. I am an all around geek. I also believe that more women need to be more geeky. I do not believe that I am going to change the world by modeling, or being a fashion designer. I want to change the world by inspiring more women to pursue science, technology, politics and academia.

Since I just proclaimed that I am a geek, I feel that it appropriate I build up my geek cred. I have grown up around geeks. My dad was obsessed with the original Star Trek and he got my mom obsessed with The Next Generation. I could honestly fall asleep to the sounds of the U.S.S. Enterprise. As I am writing, I am sitting in my family's guest bedroom next to the book shelf full of Star Trek novels. My brother also branched out and was a Star Wars and Babylon 5 fan as well. I resisted being a Trekkie (Or Trekker as my dad calls it) for the longest time, but I realize that Star Trek was a great show, though my favorite Star Trek is still The Next Generation.

I fell in love with video games when I was young. I remember bugging my brother into letting me play Wolfenstein on our DOS Computer. We are Nintendo gamers and have had all the consoles (except for the Virtual Boy and the Game Boy Pocket) at some point. (Not to say Sega wasn't awesome...) My best friend and I played Donkey Kong Country for hours, for I only fueled her obsession with video games.

In high school I became obsessed with anime. Other than Sailor Moon and DBZ, one of my good friends made me watch Neon Genesis Evangelion. From there, I was hooked. I've watched lots of different animes and was even the president of my college's anime club.

I had the idea after watching the anime Serial Experiments Lain I decided that I wanted to build my own computer. It is very fun and actually very easy. The hard part is picking out the best hardware that will go together. I also have taken apart iPods and replaced batteries and such so they last longer.

My friends in college introduced me to Dungeons and Dragons. Yes, I admit I love sitting around a table, rolling dice and pretending to be a half orc fighter than can scare most people into submission. Recently I have made the investment into buying the Pathfinder Core book. I just played in one of the written campaigns which was very fun.

I just recently (meaning a week ago) graduated from college. I have two bachelor's degrees in Political Science and Economics. I love reading opinions and economist's blogs. I love discussing politics with my friends, though most of them usually do not because it either bores them to death or sparks a heated argument.

I was recently inspired by the movie Julie and Julia to write a blog. I wanted to see the movie cause I remember watching Julia Child when I was younger on Saturday afternoons with my dad. (And listening to my dad's ridiculous impersonation of her). I saw Julie, who wrote a blog about her experiences learning about Julia and cooking from her cookbook. I believe that I can write an interesting blog about my experiences in the geek world.

I have a slight ego. I am a female and I am ridiculously geeky. (And slightly cute on top of that as well) To be honest, there is no shortage of guys that are interested in me. Yet lately I've been violently thrown off of my high horse. My boyfriend hasn't wanted to see or speak to me in a week, and we aren't spending Christmas together this year. I have felt very sad, upset and lonely. I've been learning a great lesson through the sadness and loinliness. Previously, I have felt that because I am so geeky and fun that I thought everyone would just love me. Of course, relationships take work. I can't just assume anyone will want to be with me just because I'm geeky. I wasn't paying enough attention to him or his needs. Now that I finally realize that, I'm worried I'm not even going to have the chance to try again to be the girlfriend that he wants and needs.

But instead of moping around about my predicament, I have decided to become productive with the new time that I have been given to start this blog. My first topic will be video game marketing towards woman and girls. Future topics will also include Women in Comics, Women in Gaming, Fanfiction, My view of Feminism, Porn (cause that's what the internet is for...) and more as I come up with more ideas.

So thank you for reading and have a Merry Christmas!