Inadequacy

Well I have to admit, I fell off the bandwagon. I meant to lose the weight, but I let my Crohn's problems and general stress get in the way of my weight loss goals.

Anyway,  I finally moved out of my parent's house (yes, I was 26 and living with the rents still. This day of age it's pretty common though) and I have a really good job and stuff but lately have been really depressed.

I have so many people that love and care about me, and I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I do. I feel like finally I almost have everything in my life that I want, but I missing one thing.

It's weird, but I find myself relating to the characters of Sex in the City more and more. I used to think that show was annoying, but now that I'm older I really appreciate the characters and the questions it raises about being a women in modern society. Dealing with the expectations of being an independent women while trying to find the perfect relationship and start a family... it's very overwhelming.

I'm trying to just ignore that feeling of inadequacy and acknowledge everything I do have.